Life is more meaningful lately..and I am starting to embrace the reality..in a good way, of course..things could not get any better than this..

That part aside, I am feeling awfully morbid..towards myself and my family..I assure you, once you start thinking about death, you will find yourself too pre-occupied to even carry out your daily routine.

I really wish that I could revert back to the better person that I used to be..the relation with the Almighty is something that I should have not taken for granted..I know that the situation is bad when I, sometimes, question the logic..I fear that I would be made a non-believer..and died a tragic death.hell.no.

and when all things come too easy for me, I start to question again..I start to tell myself that bad days are just around the corners. a constant reminder of how fragile life is.

and yeah, I have been listening less music than I did for the past 5-6 years. Not discovering anything new, and even if I do, I would think they are not as interesting. I am easily settled with what I have been listening for the past decade. I also have stopped(more like refrained myself from)buying cd's off of eBay. I suppose my cd's and vinyls collection would also cease to grow any further. could be one of the many reasons I am listening to less music nowadays.

another weird thing is, I find news, be it tv, internet, or the newspapers, to be more interesting and enjoyable than any other things. I remembered when the encyclopedia was the only thing that never failed to grab my attention. the only thing worth reading.

In words of my own
There's a song written for every occasion in life.

Love you babe!

so..what else is new?(I took the plunge)

My brother's gears..yet to be assembled..i recommend Leisurepro to all divers out there..

nothing spectacular about this BCD, but it gets the job done, considerable amount of D-rings, it's a really old BCD,looks new though, i don't think they make this anymore.

U.S. Divers Matrix...it's an old model, but it suffices my diving requirements. plus it's easy to read, a good speed indicator, measures the nitrogen level, provides the deco infos correctly..all in all, it's a good entry level computer and it didn't burn a hole in my pocket.

diving in Perhentian

bad fish..baaaaaaaad fish..(titan trigger fish-Balistoides viridescens)

we fish alot when I get back..mind you that the river is infested with crocodiles, we don't care, we just want those sweet and yummy langoustines.

catch of the day..

My pet pufferfish..I was too lazy to come up with a name for each one of them, so i just named them Cool and the Gang

Zakirah..yeap, she's a big girl now, she doesn't even need the waterwings,she just doesn't wanna lose to the other kids in the pool.

I forgot to bring my smile the other day..

..so did my gf..this was taken when Yana came to Kota Bharu, it was her first time in 23 years.

my gf thought she could befriend with one of those clownfishes by wearing an orange PFD..

sadly, they didn't think she was funny enough..not even the anemone.

my first mate and I..next time i'm gonna drive this boat all the way to Perhentian.

pre-loved U.S. Divers(Cousteau) EAN 1st stage

The Cure live in Singapore
it means that i'm happy now.

the trip to Perhentian Island was great!!
Met some new people at the dive shop..
Mr. Kocak Kambing(Nick) and the DMTs(forgot their names) were very helpful.
Beach party at Alu-Alu..insane!

I promised them to come back in two weeks time(or so)..
which i'm gonna do two dives at Temple of the sea and Sugar Wreck.

oh yeah.. i saw a really huge Bumphead Parrotfish..and like three, 5-feet long Barracudas..some Jenkins Rays..and the blue spotted rays..

Remy gave me a dvd that features me during the dive at D' Lagoon. He even included a fuckload of bonus videos of the dive sites around Perhentian. Hah! awesome...I could not ask for more..those guys are great to hang out with!

The Cure Live in Singapore. August 1st. But that is only after all the appropriate dives in Perhentian and perhaps Redang.

shhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh..........something's going on in the backseat.